Taylor Swift wasnโt scheduled to appear on Jimmy Fallonโs The Tonight Show last night, but when producers contacted the singer last minute wanting to surprise the talk show host they say she, โsaid yes with zero hesitation.โ
It was Fallonโs first time back on air since his mother, Gloria, passed away and he addressed his loss through tears.
โShe was the one I was always trying to make laugh, and she was such a fan of the show and everything I did,โ he said, visibly upset.
โWhen we were little, my mum would walk us to the store โ me and my sister โ and we would hold hands,โ he continued. โAnd she would squeeze my hand three times and say, โI love you,โ and I would squeeze back, โI love you, too.โ Last week I was in the hospital, at her side. I grabbed her hand and I squeezed, โI love you,โ and I just knew we were in trouble.โ
Later, Fallon introduced Taylor Swift who performed โNew Yearโs Dayโ off her new album for the first time. She sang: โYou squeeze my hand three times in the back of the taxi / I can tell that itโs gonna be a long road.โ
The lyrics, which coincidentally fit perfectly with Jimmyโs story of his mum, brought everyone to tears.

Following the show, producer and writer Mike DiCenzo thanked Taylor. โShe sang โNew Yearโs Day.โ No one had heard it. Suddenly she sings the line, โSqueeze my hand 3 times in the back of the taxi.โ I nearly gasped. Tears,โ he wrote. โI think everyone in the audience started sobbing,โ he said, as reported by E News.
โI could see Jimmy silhouetted at his desk dabbing his eyes with a tissue. We all lost it. It was a beautiful coincidence in a beautiful performance. โHold on to your memories, they will hold on to you,โ Taylor sang. That hug between Jimmy and Taylor after the song was 100% real emotion. Whatever you think of Taylor, she did something beautiful for Jimmy and our show today, and weโre forever grateful.โ